I’m just not sure if I’m on the right path, how I even got here…
…or if I actively chose all this. I now have this gut feeling that something is off. I do my job well and have all the things on the surface that make it seem like I should be fine, which only makes me feel worse and like I need to just suck it up.
I have some things from my past that I never really processed that make me edgy at work, irritable with my partner, stuck in a rut, and put me right back into that negative spiral that things won’t get better.